kismet

2009-05-12T07:57:00.000-07:00

Chem sucks my sole. Really dont know what to do with it. Oh well, guess I still have to deal with it. Still havent start on my electrochem=(((. Cant see any link to my life, like as if im going to be some chemist next time. Anw finally decided that i want NUS FASS. Very badly. Hah. At least I have some direction in life now.=)

2009-03-28T09:18:00.000-07:00

Finally, after MBT. Too many events took place within that short four days, hence pics instead of words, unexclusive of the weekends I had spent wt chub.

And omg. I really dont want to get back my block test results.=(

2009-03-16T08:09:00.001-07:00

OMG. Time past by so fast. Chub is booking into ndu on wed which is exactly one and a half day from now. And block test is just like next week? What a bad time for exams. =(
Anw chub just left my house after intensive workouts and swimming . He nearly dropped dead in my house.
Sigh. I am really studying hard for the upcoming chem block test. Again. I just hope that I can at least pass my chem this time round.

2009-03-07T23:21:00.000-08:00

I just realised that I had been so immatured and childish in the past. I really need to reconsider my personal values and think more for myself instead. Its time to grow up and stop regretting over what I had done in the past.

just a side note

2009-02-24T02:33:00.000-08:00

Another sch day just passed, and I realised that I really need to start mugging like ald. Hadn't been doing much recently. Have to get out of this inefficiency and crappy mood. Cos there's really no more time to waste. Sigh. If only I had studied two years ago.

Many days since I had last blogged, with many interesting events, like valentine's day. Chub is always so sweet. <3 will post all the photos and blog abt it the next time when im more free.

Still didnt have the time to meet up with amelia, ky, evan, mabel and yinglin. And yanting too, eversince last year. Omg they're all like freakingly done with a levels can.=( And im starting to miss chu ying, which make me realise that my house is damn near hers now.=D

Life is so mundane and stressful now. I keep telling myself that this will be the last year im ever going to attend proper school in my whole entire life, so just get over and done with it. Afterwhich there will be almost no restrictions. By then I'll be laughing my ass of at myself now. HAHA.

I am so emotionally dependent for now. Freaking ndu, he's going to book in soon, so soon, in three weeks time. Im so proud that him got into ndu. Just dont die or let anything happen to him or else the same will happen to me. Im going to miss him like nuts. Oh god, pls help me. But I promised him that i'll commit all my time to studying by then. I love you.

Late night post

2009-01-28T10:01:00.000-08:00

I am an ugly girl with a fat and short body.
I have small eyes and big nose with a round face.
I have flabby arms and fat tummy.
I am simply irritating and cranky.
I am spoilt and always want ppl to do things in my way.
Ppl ard me are just accomodating me and I just realised.
Because im too spoilt.
I am always insecure and filled with worries.
Im dumb and airheaded.
I cant study for nuts and cant even pass any chem test in my whole jc life.
I like chem but chem hates me.
I am too desperate.
I am too clingy.
I am too emotionally dependent.
I am too inconfident of myself.
I have a hunch back problem.
I hate myself for these things.
And they are not doing me good.

CNY

2009-01-26T06:45:00.000-08:00

Sat. Checked into rasa sentosa hotel at 5. Went for dinner at Shabuya @ vivo. The food there's excellent, not to mention the view too. You can choose either teppanyaki or jap steamboat with a wide selection of soup base. I decided that im going to bookmark this place as one of my fav place too apart from esplanade.=)

Sun. Went thai express @ vivo for lunch. As usual ordered tom yum stick noodles and mango glutinous rice wt coconut syrup-d.e.l.i.c.i.o.u.s. Went back to hotel to pack up and left for the orchard shangri-las hotel. Had reunion dinner there. It was a buffet dinner, which includes all sorts of food, from lasagne, sashimi all the way to puffs and cakes=))) As you had ald guessed my eyes were bulging out, and stomach squeaking in delight, all ready to feast out. HAHA. What a heaven for me! I ate many plates of proper food. But ate the most num of plates of cakes and tarts. Gorgeous, there goes my so called "diet" again. Well I guess, we are all suppose to eat as much as we can for CNY. I mean thats suppose to bring us good luck right?

Mon. Woke at ten and had buffet breakfast, not to mention that my tummy still had not completely digested the food intake from the previous night. Then chub came over in the afternoon to bai nian. haha. Damn dumb, he carried one oversized " The Singapore Mint" protect the enviroment bag just for two mandarin oranges. In the end he was too malu to carry, hence, being his girlfriend I have to help him instead.=(

Went to starbucks at rafflescity after that and pigged out on frappacino, white forest cake and spinach mushroom pie again before heading to his relative's house to bai nian. Had dinner there and came to a conclusion that the nonya fish is freaking nice.

Pictures below, but still got lots to come cos all of them are stuck in my dad's cam.

Rasa Sentosa Hotel- view from my room

mum and dadsomething went wrong wt e pic

Orchard shangri-las. ( I know i have fat arms)

chub and i

delicious spinach mushroom pie

frappacino wt whipped cream

I so need a massive diet.

Before CNY

2009-01-23T10:34:00.000-08:00

Chub's always so sweet, he came all the way to my house on wed morning in order to accompany me to school. And thats not the sweetest part, he even waited for me till my school ends in order to give me free tuition and have lunch wt me. NGU EH NONG!!! <3>

Thursday was a full blown school time table. However, there was much to forward to after school as my class had organised class BBQ at Cynthia and Janson's condo. Only managed to join them at ard 10pm and chub sent me there due to some fately meeting. Omg i shall not want to explain some things which had happened that day, it was just so coincidental and I really think that it was all due to God's will. Anw, back to class BBQ and stayover. When I arrived, some were still drinking while the others were playing cards. So, i joined in the fun by drinking of course! After tidying up the place, we went up to Cynthia's apartment for stayover. It was not really a stayover as we went for a long night walk in the middle of the night. The night walk was really thrilling and had lots of fun though I was really feeling tired and sleepy. We returned to Cynthia's house at ard 5am and I left her house at ard 6 as I almost died of exhaustion. Overall, the class BBQ and stayover was really fun and I truly enjoyed myself that night esp with 416. How i wish I can spend more of these days with these wonderful ppl in the future to come.

OK, evonne's wearing mj's pants while joel's wearing the skirt for your info.

The road's like a hotbed for enjoyment after midnight.

Fri. Woke up at 2 in the afternoon. Skipped school due to headache and sore throat. Cny's just ard the corner and I dont want to get sick again. Went to Bugis wt chub to get CNY clothes. However, many things happened and things went really bad at first, but finally subsided and patched up thereafter. After dinner and some brief shopping i finally got my clothes and then we headed straight to Esplanade. Ate tiramisu at Choz then went up to the roof terrace. I simply love Esplanade. The ambience there is just the best. It gives me a very romantic and artistic feeling at the same time, wonderful memories. So much unforgettable happy moments of my life were spent up there with the person I love and the ppl I like. Anw, we went to airport after that to fetch my dad as he was returning back from the states. And omg, he bought me a Coach wallet and Elizebeth Arden perfume miniatures for CNY present! haha THANK YOU DAD!( even though i dont wear perfume and i only think that romance fr ralph lauren is the still the best) Tmr will be at Shangri-Las resort in sentosa.=DDD

A beautiful cat me and chub saw at Bugis.heh.

Chub looked like he was falling asleep.

p.s: I will really change for the better and i know its my fault, but pls do forgive me and give me many more chance for many more years to come k? I'll stretch myself no matter how far just for you.

Pissing issues

2009-01-18T05:23:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone, the tagboard is currently removed due to some coward typing nonsense, apparently trying to break me and chub but does not dare to admit himself. Wth. Whoever it was you sounded damn ridiculous, cos there just so many loopholes in the lie which you had fabricated. What your used to be chub. What crap. Plus your english is really screwed up just like what ky had said, and pls dont be so low class. Vulgarities are not appreciated here.

This was roughly what that person had typed:

Your used to be chub: Mong, fuck you larh bitch. I am going to break up with you. You look like shit and i finally see your true dirty colours. Go fuck yourself.

Seriously wth. If you dont like me, just tell me straight into my face, dont need to hide behind the screen. I curse you that whoever who dont like you will do the same thing back to you. This is my first time dealing with such childish issues.

Ok, lets talk abt less pressing issues for now. CNY is coming like YAY! haha. Had been to library with chub ytd to study ionic eqm then went to pp to cut my hair. I seriously regretted perming my hair now. Looks terrible on me. =( Wanted to buy CNY clothes but mum was too busy so asking chub to accompany me this fri to go get instead. Plus four and a half days off from work plus ang pows plus shangri las resort wt parents plus going to chub's house . Cant wait=)))

Anw, during the one week back from china before sch reopens, apart from rushing for holi assignments, I had fun wt friends too. Chub came to fetch me and help us take luggage on the day of my arrival. Reached home at ard 12am in the morning. Next day went pasir ris park wt him to enjoy night breeze. Followed by dinner wt chub, louis, andre, slyvia and brandon at changing appetites to celebrate louis's bdae and pubbing at the Irish Pub. Went out wt chu chu and chub on sat to town for shopping and pigging out session. Fell in love wt mudpies and cheesecakes.=)

Library with chub

My retarded fringe with my act cute expression

Sorry I dont mean to be acting cute in this photo, i was just trying to open my eyes bigger, but it happened to be like this. Anw, gtg more photos up in next post.=)

Shanghai

2009-01-01T06:24:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year everyone. Time is so fast, school's reopening in lesser than 12 days time. I miss Singapore all of a sudden. Actually, its the the people there, esp you. Days had been unendurable and nights had been interminably long. I must really treasure whatever I have now cos i realised that many happy things are ephemeral. So many things which I used to have are lost All that were left are just past memories. People changes and things will change over time. But, thanks lord for letting you walk into my life, you can return me everything that were once lost and once again create another new chapter in my life. No one will understand how i feel except for you and i dont care what other ppl think of me. So trust me dear.
New year, same old wishes, same old problems with additional of something new.

P.S : Gradually lost faith in true friends.

Back in China

2008-11-30T02:31:00.000-08:00

I HATE MY IPHONE! For pete's sake, that damn thing just keep switching off by itself sometimes and cant even receive msges on time! Note to everybody: pls dont waste your money on iphone cos its definitely not worth it buy other brands instead. Cant even take videos...:(((
Oh ya. This is the poster which reminds both me and chub of Avis Lim Yun Qi, The Hamster.
Anyone agrees with that too? The hamster just looks like her, but she's not so cute lah.-.- jk.
Anw, these few days had been very hectic, keep changing hotels, from Traders Hotel to Ritz Carlton then to my grand uncle's place, and now finally back to Traders again. Very tiring and had nt been sleeping well. The weather there is just too dry compared to S'pore's and my lips are cracking like nuts. Start to miss S'pore ald.
Today's my mum's bdae! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!! May you and daddy stay that loving forever and hope all your wishes will come true. And dont worry I'll definitely get into a good course in the local uni:D
Falling in love with Juicy Couture and start to dislike GUESS. If you had nt realise, suddenly everyone ard is carrying Guess bags and wallets, even toilet cleaners. Cos its much cheaper compared to other world brands like Gucci. And Cynthia's right. Guess is like the imitation of Gucci. Anw, Guess company is declining ald. Regret to buy Guess stuff now. Sigh...
Tmr's my dad's surgery, hope everything will be alright. May God bless him and pls take away much pain from him aft his anaesthetic goes off. My dad's damn afraid of pain and tmr's his first surgery ever in his whole life.

I miss chub. Do take care amidst your busy schedule k? Plus do rmb to help me take my postage when you're collecting your blazer! muacks<3

Thats all for now. Bye!

2008-11-26T06:22:00.000-08:00

Me, Shey and Evan at changi airport

I cant believe this,but im back in china again! I really missed her so so so much... I miss the place, the food, the people, the weather and everything else. But now I start to miss all my friends back in s'pore, esp chub. =((( how i wish i can have them both at the same time. Anw Chub reached my house damn early today to help out with the luggages. Evan and Shey both came to send me off, and Evan actually bought me two green apples from ntuc as farewell gift. Haha, thanks so much Evan! Ohh, and i love duty free stuff! I saved at least $15 off from every facial products I'd bought! How I wish im taking plane every month now. haha. Anw the flight was long and boring. Surprising, Beijing's temperature is only 11 degrees, not too cold, just the type of weather i like. Luckily, my fever and flu had stopped, or else i really dont know what could have happened to me. Cant wait to go back to shanghai next week. Im like waiting for stupid chub's call now while my parents are ald asleep.

Thanks to hui fen

2008-11-24T10:06:00.000-08:00

Cant fall asleep, so this quiz is helping me in one way or another=D

RULE 1: people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE 2: tag 4 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by and continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. do you have secrets?- yea obviously,everyone does.
2. would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?-no i ald found the one i love.
3. how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?- depends on how much he loves me . If he does i wont mind waiting for ten years.
4. what would you do with a billion dollars?- Buy a bungalow to secure for future, give to parents, donate one million, spend on facial care products and yummy food and save the rest.
5. what will you be doing tmr?- enjoying myself in beijing's ritz carlton plus listening to dad's pep talk.
6. which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?- Obviously being loved by someone.
7. what do you love doing?- pigging out, shopping, spending time with true friends and family and of cos chub.
8.if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?- change target.
9. is there anything that has made you extremely happy?- yes.
10. do you secretly dislike anyone without them knowing- yes, i thought eveyone does?
11. how would you see yourself in 10 years time?- slim and hot. By then i would have successfully succeeded in my dieting.=)
12. who is currently the most important people to you?- parents, bf and true friends.
13. what is being regarded as the most important thing in your life?- true happiness.
14. would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?- neither
15. what is your favourite colour?- i love all colours except yellow and purple.
16. if you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?- break up with my current bf.
17. would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?- yes of course.
18. do you usually dress casually or do you often dress up as if you're going to a party?- dress up dah.
19. what if you caught your bf/gf doing stuffs with other girls/guys?- cry for 34567 hours and emo.
20. do you believe that there's 'love at 1st sight'?- NO. To me, its just crap.

4 ppl to do this survey:
avis
wongyi
jim
aldrick

Fly Away~

2008-11-24T07:19:00.000-08:00

Loadsa things to blog abt:):) These few days had been extreeeemely hectic, esp since A's were over. So lazy meshall not blog abt everything><><) ANW went to sentosa with chub a few days ago!! Photos below:D:D

At Cityhall mrt going to harbour front

Pigging out session

Chub being buried like a dead fish><

trying to be like a mermaid credits of chub

OHH went out with ZKY last fri to Bugis for shopping! Had not seen that woman for ages i tell you, eversince her A levels. Missed her like crapT.T Enjoyed ourselves totally and pigged out at some chinese restaurants. Food was freaking nice, dont mind going back again=)

To ky: If you're reading this, pls DO CONTACT ME WHEN YOU'RE IN SHANGHAI AND PLS GIVE ME YOUR MUM'S NO K! Cant wait to see you there=D

Anw gotta rest for tml's morning flight. So irritating..Up side is evan and shey will be sending me off . Thank you so much girls!!! And chub will be my carrier boy for tmr=D Will be putting up photos of my puffy self wrapped up in china, so do stay tuned.

Testing

2008-11-23T09:54:00.001-08:00

Omg like finally my blog's up, thanks to chub.