Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Another sch day just passed, and I realised that I really need to start mugging like ald. Hadn't been doing much recently. Have to get out of this inefficiency and crappy mood. Cos there's really no more time to waste. Sigh. If only I had studied two years ago.

Many days since I had last blogged, with many interesting events, like valentine's day. Chub is always so sweet. <3 will post all the photos and blog abt it the next time when im more free.

Still didnt have the time to meet up with amelia, ky, evan, mabel and yinglin. And yanting too, eversince last year. Omg they're all like freakingly done with a levels can.=( And im starting to miss chu ying, which make me realise that my house is damn near hers now.=D

Life is so mundane and stressful now. I keep telling myself that this will be the last year im ever going to attend proper school in my whole entire life, so just get over and done with it. Afterwhich there will be almost no restrictions. By then I'll be laughing my ass of at myself now. HAHA.

I am so emotionally dependent for now. Freaking ndu, he's going to book in soon, so soon, in three weeks time. Im so proud that him got into ndu. Just dont die or let anything happen to him or else the same will happen to me. Im going to miss him like nuts. Oh god, pls help me. But I promised him that i'll commit all my time to studying by then. I love you.